despair

I guess I am going on an antianxiety medication.

Monthly update

hey, hi, whassup? The Bridge Fire out in SoCal is 98% contained. Phil and Danny's wedding was a delight. Hurricane Helene is terrifying. I think I might write a cookbook. I am starting a new book club tomorrow. Historic fiction, Chabon's Gentlemen of the Road. Looking forward to seeing Gboys for Trick or Treat.Izzy bought a car last week.

TMI/Gboys=2k miles away

1. My writing is going absolutely no where. I have an idea; but my anxiety is such that I (brain space) am consumed by either learning how to exist in 112F or fretting about AQI because of the Bridge Fire near Glendora.

I am exhausted. 2. Still working on learning Spanish. 3. Still haven't won the megaMillions so I can buy a house in SoCal. 4. The weather HERE is palatable. 5. I am trying to be a supportive spousal unit but the good doctor's drama is all consuming at the moment. 6. Chickens haven't laid an egg yet, kind of expected that three weeks ago.

7. Still volunteering at YDL; that is a pleasant diversion. Started an interesting book by Shapiro. Shakespeare and modern politics. 8. Toying w/doing something for Kamala 9. Did I mention how tired I am? 10. There. I wrote words.